meri life meri jaan sanju hai- RAVI RAJ UMRAO

meri life meri jaan sanju hai- RAVI RAJ UMRAO
Story By. RAVI RAJ UMRAO
-09990798768. Mere mail ID: raviumraojaan@gmail.com  
meri life me sanju (poonam) naam ki ek ladki hai jo jabalpur me hai. thik 12/03/2011 ko usne hum galti se msg kiye aur humko lag ki koi dost hai aur hum us time par ye ladkiyo ko nahi samjhte the pyar nahi jante the to humne is ladki par viwas nahi kiye sanju ne humse pehle friend ship ki humne ok bola aur fir unse dosti ki us din sayad humari life k pehle din the aur wo ladki humse itni aachi dosti ki us din humko ek best friends par usne humko aapni life ki har ek baat bol chuki thi ki hum koi aur se pyar karte hai aur bahut si baate thi sayad wo dard me jada thi unki life me sirf tanhai thi aur kuch nahi humne socha yaadi koi ko ek pal khusi nahi de sakte to gum we kyu de humne unse dosti ki fir unke dard ko samjhne lage jab humne unse pehle bar mile to jabalpur me 2 numbar get k paas mile the humne unke upar ki kuhsi jo dikhne ki hoti hai wo dekhi fir humne unki aakho me dard aur tanhi dekhi jo humko unki dost baane par majbur ki aur wo fir humari har baat ko manti pehle wo har chiz ko bhula chuki thi jyse aapne khayal rakhne aur time par khane pani ye sab wo chod chuki thi par hum bolte to jaldi manti hum hum bhopal se kuch pal k liye jabalpur aaye dada ji ki deth ko ek saal ho gaye the to ghar me pooja thi usmi aur unse milne we us din 24/03/2011 thi humne unse mile aur fir humko mata rani k darsan k liye aapne friend sunny k saath jana the to hum bhopal aagye the bapis humko bhopal se dusre din saam ko nikane the hum bhopal se nikle usi time sanju ka call aaye bol! ti hai a ap humre liye kya duaa karo ge humne sirf khusi boli aur wo humse aadr numbar se baat karti thi ustime par sayad 1 pesih wale koi sikim nahi thi uske baad we humse wo rim k numbar par 8 ghante thek baat karti thi kabhi unne humse call karne nahi bola wo hi humko call karti thi aur aaj we karti hai humko kabhi koi we chiz ki jarurat padti to wo pura karti humse aur hum unko khus dekhne k liye jaan we de sakte hai ye unko we maluma the aur fir yuhi hum log ek dusre ko khusi dete fir humre bday aaye 14/06 ko us din unko dekhne wale aane wale the aap socho meri life kitni buri hogi us din par wo humko nahii boli ki aaj humre ko dekhne wale aane wale hai par hum unki baato se jhooti khusi se samjhe gaye unne rote rote bola humko dekne wale aaye hai samjo humko ek dard se huaa fir we humne unko bola humko ek gift do abhi bolti hai jaan mago de dege par humne bola ek choti se pyar se muskan do plz bolti hai nahi deni humne kyu to wo bole ki plz kyu bole hum aapko to sab de sakte hai to ye to choti si chiz hai humne unko fir se bol tu derahi ki nahi to bolo ha ab lo usme aapka haq hai fir kya tha dhire dhire humari dosti pyar me badal gaye humne unki har khusi we chin le ek dam se unki life me hum dard roj ladte aur unko tensan dete par humne unki kasam kahi thi ki unko jada khusi dege aur aaj dete hai unki tabiyat we khrab rehti hai. to hum unko jabr jaasti ek manth ke liye aayudin ki goli dilbai wo nahi khati thi humhne uske baad we unko goli kahne sikha diye wo khne lagi unki body me fark hai sayd is bar wo humse ab dur ho jaye unki saddi lane wali hai aur ha humne unke liye mate k 9 din jo upwas k hote hai unme 8 we din aapne hatho me kapoor rakhkar pooja ki wo ye dekha kar to hum se bahut khuse hai aur unko hum par humare pyar par we viswas hai my love my life abhi hum unka intjar karte hai katre rahe ge aur unko kabhi dard na dege aur unko humari jaan ki jarurat hogi tio dedege wo we
my love my life my life sanju my love sanju

mera pyar -ravi raj umrao

mera pyar -ravi raj umrao
Story By, RAVI RAJ UMRAO
-09990798768. Mere mail ID: raviumraojaan@gmail.com  


 HELLO DOSTO MERA NAAM RAVI RAJ UMRAO HAI AUR MAI (U.P.) ME KANPUR JILE KE GHATAMPUR PARAS KE KORIYA GAAV KE BAGAL ME MERA GAAV DEVRI HAI. 1 SAL PHELE HI MERI COLLEGE KI PADAI PURI HUI HAI ! AAJ 2 SAL PHELE MERI DOSTI EK AESE LADKE SE HUI JISKO ME NAHI JANTA THA WO LADKA MERE DOST KA DOST THA FIR WO BHI MERA KUCH TIME SAB SE ACHE DOSTO ME SE EK BAN GAYA MERA USKE GHAR AANA JANA THA USKE PARIWAR ME MERI BHUT RESPECT THI WO LOG MUJE APNE HI PARIWAR KA EK MEMBER MANTE THE OR BHUT VISWAS KARTE THE MERE US DOSTO KI DO SISTER HAI OR WO DONO SISTER MERI BHUT ACHI DOST HAI UN ME SE EK KI SADI BHI HO GAI LEKIN ABHI KUCH 2 YA 3 MONTH PHELE KI BAT HAI USKI CHOTI WALI SISTER KO MUJ SE PYAR HO GAYA PHELE ME NE USE BHUT SAMJAYA LEKIN WO NA MANI OR US SE BAT KARTE KARTE MUJE BHI US SE PYAR HO GAYA WO YE BAT JANTI THI KI USKA BHAI MERA BHUT ACHA DOST HAI OR JAB USKO OR USKE PARIWAR KO YE BAT PATA CHALE GI TO PATA NAHI KON SI PARESANI SAMNE AA JAYE GI LEKIN FIR BHI WO MUJ SE BHUT PYAR KARTI HAI OR HAM ROZ RAT KO SMS SE CHAT KAR KE BAT KARTE HAI KYOKI WO DIN ME MUJ SE BAT NAHI KAR SAKTI HAI OR HAR 2 4 DIN ME ME USKE GHAR JATA RHETA HU SIRF US SE BAT KARNE K LIYE MENE HAMESHA USKE MAN SE PYAR KIYA HAI SACHA PYAR ME KHUD USKE BINA NAHI REHE SAKTA WO MERI JANDGI ME ABHI EK ACHI SI NUKRI TALASH KAR RAHA HU MENE US SE WADA KIYA HAI KI JAB MERI NUKRI LAG JAYEGI TO ME USE HAMESA KE LIYA APNE SATH LE JAUNGA WO SIRF 3 SAL MERA INTIZAR KAREGI FIR USKE GHAR WALE USKI SADI KAR DENGE OR NA WO MERE BINA JI SAKTI HAI OR NA ME USKE BINA JI SAKTA HU 


..............ME SIRF YE JAN NA CHATA HU KI KYA ME USE APNI NUKRI LAG NE K BAD APNE SATH BHAGA KAR KOT SE SADI KAR LU YA FIR USKE PARIWAR KO SARI BAT BATAU MUJE PATA HAI KI MERE MAA PAPA KABI IS RISTHE K LIYE MANA NAHI KARENGE LEKIN USKE PARIWAR WALE IS RISHTE KO KABI HA NAHI BOL NE WALE KYOKI WO LOG GALAT SOCH RAKHTE HAI MUEJ YE BATAO DOSTO KI ME KYA KARU PLZ TELL ME WARNA WO YA FIR ME APNI JAAN DE DUNGA OR ME KARU BHI KYA JIN NAHI SAKTA USKE BINA PYAR KARTA HU US SE BHUT OR MERE PYAR KI SAB SE PADI SACHAI YE HAI KI US LADKI KO MANGAL HAI OR MANGLIK LADKI SE SADI KARNE PAR MERI MOOT HO SAKTI HAI LEKIN ME US LADKI SE KHE DIYA HAI KI WESE BHI TERE BINA JI NAHI SAKTA ME IN BATAO PAR VISWAS NAHI KARTA TU MERA PYAR HAI DOSTO AB AGE KUCH LIKH NE YA BOL NE KI MERI HIMMAT NAHI YE BAT LIKH TE LIKH TE MERI ANKH BHAR AYI HAI KYA DOST KI SISTER ME MUJ SE YA ME NE US SE PAYAR KAR KE GALAT KIYA HAI BOLO DOSTO PLZ HELP ME PLZ 

This is my real love story not story this is my life.......

This is my real love story not story this is my life.......
Story By.  RAVIRAJ UMRAO
-09990798768. Mere mail ID: raviumraojaan@gmail.com  

hii
ye kahani h. ek yesa pal jisne meri puri zindgi badal di.mai ek yesa ladka tha jo apni zindgi me bhut kuch hasil karna chahta tha.or mai kabhi haar nahi manta tha or kabhi umeed ka daman nahi chodta tha.mai zindgi se kafi achhi tareh ladna janta tha or mei humesha dusro ke sapne pure karne ke liye apne sapno ka gala ghota rehta, mujhe apni muskuraht se jada dusro ki hotho ki muskuraht jada pyari lagti thi jiske liye mai kuch bhi kar sakta tha.or mai apni life me bhut khush rehta thalekin ye koi nahi jata jo jada huste h unke andar dard bhi jada hota or wo us dard ko chipane ke liye hunste h.mai apni femly ke liye kuch karna chahta tha ghar ka bada ladka jo tha bs yehi soch kar delhi aaya. 1000 rupee ke liye call centre me job ki or kiraye ke ek chote sa room liya.meri ek aadat bhut khrab thi.mai her kisi ko bhut jalad apna manne lagta tha .meri landlord bhut achhithi thi mai unki femly ko apni femly manta tha.or bagal me ek anti rehti thi wo mujhe bhut manti thi or mai unko aapni mumy ki tareh samjhta tha unki ek brti thi wo humesha meri tang kheechti rehti ladti rehti bs yese he kuch waqt guzar gaya or mujhe pata nahi chala ki mai kya kar betha mujhe usse pyar ho gaya tha or usko bhi kyuki mene uski aankho me dekh. hum pyar me bhut aage nikal chuke the jaha se peeche lotne ka to sawal he nahi tha mai na chate huye bhi es pyar ke samundra me dubta chala gaya ye jante huye ki esme sirf dard h. or bhut pyari thi uska name NEHA tha.usko mai he kya koi bhi aapni jaan dene ko teyar ho jaye.wo or ladkiyo se bhut alag thi.uske face per ek ajeeb si sadgi or bholapan tha.wo kisi ko chota ya bada nahi samjhti thi.wo muh se khuch nahi bolti thi .bs sab kuch apni aakho se keti thi bs uski en aadayo se mei uska deewana ho gaya tha.bthumne abhi tk ek dusre ko perpose nahi kiya tha.ek din muhe kuch 10 min akele baat karne ka moka mila .mene usko bola tumhari ha h ya na.usne kaha matlab mene kaha matlab tum khud janti ho.usne kaha ye theek ahi h.ha uske hisaab se wo theek bhi nhi tha becoz uske parents uske liye ladka! dekh ra he the.lekin mai kya karta mene usko aapni sanse bana liya tha or mai bin ssanso ke nahi reh saklta tha or shayd ye baat wo bhi aachi tare janti thi mene usko bhut force kiya ha bolne ke liye lekin usne koi ans nahi diya wo apne perents ke liye apni khushiya apne sape apna pyar jiske bina wo bhi nahi jee sakti sbko dafnane ki koshis me lagi rehti apne perents ki khusi ke liye. uske liye ek ladka select kar liya gaya .wo ladka delhi me job karta tha kisi manager ko post aachi femly se tha.us din se jeeta to tha husta to tha.apno ke liye ,uske liye kuyki wo mujhe udas dekh kar khud bhi udas ho jati thi or uski aankhe nam ho jati thi.or mai uski ankho me ek bhi aanshu nahi dekhna chahta tha.isliye yesi herkate karta jisse wo khush ho jaye.ab mai usko or jada pyar karne laga tha ye jante huye ki wo kisi or ki ho chuki h.mene deside kiya ki wo jitne bhi din yaha rahegi mai usko her pal bhut khushiya duga.kyuki jb wo husti tho mai apna her dukh dard bhool jata thashyad es duniya me koi nahi samjhega ki mai usko kitna pyar karta tha.mai akele mai jee bhar ke roo liya karta tha. mujhe her pal itna dard hota ki jiski koi seema na ho. yesa lagta ki sari duniya me aag lag du.mai her pal hzaaro maut mar raha tha.jo insan dusro ko umeed deta tha aaj wo he umeed kho chuka thabs ek muskurati lash bam gaya tha.meri zindgi her pal mout ki guzaris kar rahi thi.mera her sapna kanch ke tukdo ki tare meri aankho ke samne pade huye the.or bs her pal ek khyal aat tha.ki jb uski maang me koi sindoor bhrega to dil pe kya beetegi,agar koi bhi usko dekhe to yesa lagta tha ki uski aankhe nikal lu.or jb wo kisi ke sath humesa ke liye jayegi to kya mai she pauga . jb mera sb kuch kisi or ke pass hoga.WO RAAT DARD OR SITAM KI RAAT HOGI JB RUKSAT UNKI BARAAT HOGI .UTH JATA HU AKSR NEEND SE KI KISI GAIR KI BAHO ME MERI SARI KAYNAT HOGI.mai her pal bhut tadap raha tha bs ye sb sochta rehta tha.mai dino din sabs door hota ja raha tha mari job bhi choot gai thi.lekin mai ye bhi janta tha ki jitna dard mai seh raha hu usse kahi guna jada ! wo she r ahi thi,ye dard mene uski aankho me dekha ,agar mera bs chalta to mai uska her dard le leta. uski muskuraht meri zindgi ke wo pal ban jate the .jo uske chale jane ke bad mujhe husaya karegi.lekin wo nalayk bhi bhut thi.wo sb jaan jati thi ki mai kb over acting kar raha hu usko husane ke liye. kar raha hu.mai bhut sefish tha jo usse keh raha tha ki tum ye shadi tod do.mujhe to khush hona chahiye tha ki usko aacha or ameer khandan mil raha tha.mai ek grrb or yese tese apni femly ka pate pal raha tha.mene ye soch liya shyad es shadi se uske jeevn me khshiya aaye jo shyad mai usko na de pau.mai bs usko khush dekhna chahta tha.mere god se belive toot gaya tha bt fir bhi mujhe god se ye mangna pada tumne usko mujhe nahi diya koi baat nahi bt jisko de rahe ho wo mujhe se bhi jada uski care kare.wo bolte h na sachhe pyar ka matlab pana nahi hota bs yehi soch kar din guzar rahe the or mai dino din toota ja raha tha .buht koshish kar raha tha apne apko sabhalne ki.mai pata nahi kis duniya mai rehne laga tha.her pal ek becheni hoti thi.ro ro kar her din guzar raha tha.mere liye marna he ek arsta bacha tha ab dard or nahi saha ja raha tha.mene ek in koshis bhi ki ek new bled lekar aya or night me jese he mai apni nas cateko kiya ki mere mob ki ring baji us me mene papa ke call per YE TO SACH H KI BHAGWAN H DHARTEE PE ROOP MAA BAAP KA US VDHTA KI PECHAN H .song laga tha mujhe apne parents ke bare me kuch pal socha ki meri lash ke samne unki kya halat hogi.mene unse bhi bhut wade kiye jo mai chah kar hi nahi tod sakta mujhe jeena hoga lekin mera dil fata ja raha tha.or wo din aa he gaya .aaj uski shadi h.aaj mao usko dulhan bante door se dekh raha tha meri na sahi to kisi or ki..or meri aakho se aanshu rukne ka naam nahi le rahe the rukte bhi kyuki jin aankho ne usko apna banaya tha ab wo shaks kisi or ki aankho me dekh raha tha or meri aanke ab uko last baar dekh rahi thi .bs usi raat mai mumbai aa gaya aaj mujhe 3 saal ho gai mene shadi nahi ki or na he kisi ko apna bana paya bs peesa kamane ki hod me laga hu her r! aat jab mai thak kar ghar jata hu to akela beth kar sochta rehata hu or pata nahi kb mujhe naand aa jati h,wo her pal mere dil me h, or rhegi mujhe usse na koi gila or na koi sikayt .mai akela hote huye bhi mai aakela nahi hu uski yade mere sath h.ab mere aanshu nikalte h to turant poch leta hu kuki wo apni kasam de deti thi .....WO SIRF MERI THI OR RAHEGI 

mere pyar mere sath hote hue bhi mujs se koso dur h ravi raj umrao

mere pyar mere sath hote hue bhi mujs se koso dur hO GAYA- RAVI RAJ UMRAO
Story By. RAVI RAJ UMRAO..
-09990798768. Mere mail ID: raviumraojaan@gmail.com 
mene is site ki jyada story to nhi pdhi bt jitni bhi pdhi sbhi hrt thcing thi frnds mene aaj tk apni koi bhi bate kisi k sath share nhi ki h bt aaj himmt krk aap sbhi se phli baar apne dil ki baate shre krne ja rha hu 
frnds mai engenring kr rha hu or mere sbhi frnds jo mere sath pdhte h un sabhi ki grlfrnds h wo log hmesha mera mjak bnate k gud looking hote hue bhi i hv no grlfrnd bt mai hmesha unhe ignore krk apni pdhai mai lg jata tha 
mujhe meri classmate thi ek usne prpose kiya bt mene use sister bol k use smjha diya ki mai sirf apni pdhai pe dhyan dena chata hu or wo maan gyi wo mere village ki thi or nieghbour bhi to hm sirf acche dost bn gye
mere papa army me hai or is baar jb wo gher aaye to mma se meri shadi ki baat krne lge wo mma se khe rhe the ki mera dost h wo apni ldki k liye rishta dekh rha h mene ldki ko dekha h achi h to mma ne kha mai phele ldki ko dekhna chati hu papa ne kha thik h papa ne unse baat ki to unhone kha k abi wo log apne relatives k yha shadi mai jaa rhe h wha se aane k baad dekh jana
jb meri choti bhen ne mujhe ye sab btaya to mene mma ko saaf saaf mna kr diya k mai abhi shadi nhi krunga mma ne kha thik h mai tumhare papa ko mna kr dungi 
2 din yani 26 december 20011 ko mma ki bhen ki nnd ki beti ki shadi thi to sb jane lge papa ne mujhe bhi chlne ko kha bt mene college ki wje se mna kr diya fir mere dost ka ph aaya k 5 dino k liye college close rhega to mene socha k mai yha akela rhe k kya krunga to mai bhi shadi me jane k liye tyyar ho gya wo shadi village mai thi hm log wha chle gye hmare jane k 3 hrs baad wha sher se ek faimly aayi jo shayd ldki walo k hmse jyada close the mai mere bhen or 2 grls or jo delhi se aayi thi hm log ek room mai bethe hue apne apne college ki baate kr rhe the tbhi meri mosi ka beta mujhe wha se bhar le aaya mai jaise hi siddiyo se neche jane k liye ghuma to meri tkkr ek ldki se hui jo hato me vegetables liye hui thi mere tkrane ki wjhe se wo sb niche gir gyi mai sorry bolte hue unhe utane lga to mera bhai{mosi ka beta} mujhe dekh rha tha k mai kitna dra hua hu bta nhi skta frnds k wo mujhe kitne gusse se dekh rhi thi 
abhi tk usne muje kuch bola nhi tha bt fir bhi mai dra hua tha maine sari vegetabls utha k de di or wo gusse se lekr chli gyi mai use dekta rha kyoki pheli bar 1 esi ldki se mila tha jo mujhe gusse se dekh rhi thi fir jb wo room mai chli gyi to mene apne bhai se pucha k ye ldki abhi hmare aane k 3 hrs baad aayi h na to usne kha ha mai socked tha k koi itni jldi sbhi k sath kese gulmil skta h mujhe lga village se aayi hogi kyoki usne suit salwar phne the jine sher ki ldki bhut kam like krti h bt mere bhai ne btaya k wo sher se aayi h mujhe ykin nhi hua to mere bhai ne uske bhai ko bulaya jo usse chota tha mene usse pucha to usne sb kuch bta diya 
mai kya agr koi bhi sher ka ldka use dekta to yakin nhi krta k wo sher ki ldki h kyoki jo delhi se do ldki aayi thi wo sirf meri bhen or mujhse baate kr rhi thi or village ki jo ldkiya unse baat krne ki kosis krti to wo dono unhe ignor kr deti

mai us ldki se baat krna chata tha bt koi use akela chod hi nhi rha tha kabi amma jo wha ekthi thi wo usse baate krti to kabhi bhche use apne saath le jaate mai sirf usi ko notic kr rha tha fir mene apni bhen ko kha ki wo us ldki k sath baate kre bt delhi girls use bhi ignor kr rhi thi or uske samne mujhse apne college ki baate krne lgi mai bhi apne college ki baate krne lga bt sara dhyan usi per tha wo whi dinner ki tyyariya kra rhi thi sbhi ldkiyo k sath shayd wo hmari baate sun rhi bt unhe unsuna kr rhi thi mene socha dinner k tym to usse uska naam puch lunga bt meri kismt khrab thi dinner k tym wo apne bhai or ek ldki k sath alg room me jakr dinner kr rhi thi mai wha se nhi jaa skta tha tbhi mujhe papa ne niche se aawj di mai jese hi neche gya to papa k sath unka dost khda tha papa ne mujhe unse milwaya or fir mujhe uper jakr mma ko behj ne k liye kha mene mma ko bhej diya jb mma waps aayi to mene kha mma kya hua mma ne kha k wo tere papa k dost bhi yhi shadi me aaye hue h or chate h k tum or mai unki beti se mil le mene kha to aapne kya kha mma ne kha mai mil chuki hu us ldki se or tum bhi mil aao niche h wo mai niche gya shadi ka ghr tha pta nhi kitni ldkiya thi wha matre smj nhi aa rha tha k kon h wo jisse papa itne impres fir mene dekha k jis ldki se mai baat krna chata hu wo kisi se ph pe akele mai baate ker rhi h mai uske paas gya to wo apni kisi frnd se baat kr rhi thi wo jane lgi to mene usse baat krne ki kosis ki bt wo mujhe ignor krke chli gyi fir mai waps chht pe aa gya or sone k liye jane lga tbhi meri bhen wha aayi or mujhse pucha k bhiya ksi lgi bhabi mene kha mene abhi use nhi deka to wo khne lgi aap mere sath chliye mai dikhati hu mai nhi jana chata tha kyoki mujhe wo ldki jo mujhe ignor kr rhi thi acchi lgne lgi thi or mai shadi bhi usi se krna chata tha 
meri bhen mujhe le gyi ek room me jha sb log games khel rhe the wo bhi wha thi mene wha uski aawaj suni fir sb log dance krne lge meri bhen ne abhi muje nhi btaya tha k meri shadi kis k sath hone wali h delhi girls ne dance kiya to usne un logo ka miak bna liya kyoki jb wha ki ldkiya dance kr rhi thi to unhone unka mjak bnaya tha wo hs rhi thi or mai record kr rha tha us wqt wha sb the to sbhi boys and girls ne use dance k liye force kiya usne do gano pe dance kiya mene uski video apne cell me bna li thi uske baad mai wha se chla gya or so gya 
next day haldi thi to fnctn tha sbhi tyyariya kr rhe the mai jese hi washroom bathing k liye gya wha bathing k liye line lgi thi wo bhi whi khdi thi usne black lowr or pink top phena tha tb meri bhen ne mujhe btaya k meri shadi isi ldki se hone wali thi mene kha kyo ab iske papa ne mna kr diya kya usne kha k nhi mene mma se mna kiya ha to mma ne iske papa se mna kr diya mene mma se ha kr di tb tk mujhe uska name bhi nhi pta tha 
jb hm shadi se waps aa gye to mma papa ne uske papa se baat ki uske papa bhi army me h to wo or papa dono 19 jan ko holidays pe aaye 3 months ki 
papa ne hm dono ki engement 4 feb 2012 ko fix kr di fir 1 din jb mai college me tha to uski call aayi usne kha k wo shadi nhi krna chati mene pucha k sirf mujhse hi ya kisi se bhi nhi usne kha kisi se bhi nhi mene kha kyo to usne kha k wo job krna chati h mene kha k wo to tum shadi k bad bhi kr skti ho to usne kha k mai abhi 18 complet nhi hui hu to mene usse kha k pls ritika bhane mt bnao mai janta hu k tum mujhe accept nhi kr paa rhi ho or maine use promiss kr diya k mai use tab tk touch nhi krunga tb tk wo mujhe accept nhi kr legi uske baad na to hmne ph pe baate ki or na hi mile sirf 2 din mile shadi se phele fir 12 march 2012 ko hm dono ki shadi ho gyi 
uski di or jijzu chate the k hm dono honymon liye k goa jaye bt wo nhi chati thi to mene apne exams ka bhana bnakr ticket cancil kra diye hm dono sath h fir bhi bhut dur h aaj tk hm 1 room or bed bhi 1 hi share krte h bt hm dono k bich phic.relation nhi h or na hi wo mujh se ek wife ki trhe bate krti h 
room k bhar hm hppy coupl or room k ander sirf dost hm dono ek dusre se apni problmes share kr lete h 
wo soch bhi nhi skti k mai use kitna pyar krta hu bt mujhe apne pyar pe bhrosa h k 1 din wo bhi aayega jb wo bhi mujhse utna hi pyar kregi jitna k mai krta hu \\
ritika bhi shayd is site ki lov storys pdti h ritika mai aaj tk tumhe bol nhi paya bt aaj pheli baar i says u i love u very much ritika

tell me frnds ksi lgi meri lv story and plz suggest me k mai esa kya kru k wo bhi mujhe accept kr le 
ur frnd arpit rana

maine usse nahi puchchha ki usne aisa kyon kiya

maine usse nahi puchchha ki usne aisa kyon kiya
Story By.RAVI RAJ UMRAO
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mai aapko apni life ki real story batane jaa raha hu jisne mujhe ab tak hurt kiya hai aur meri jindgi ko sad kar diya.
ham new city mai sift hue the................................mera yaha koi bhi friend nahi tha to mera yha par man nahi lag pata mai khud ko akela mahsus karne laga tha fir bhi do chaar months baad ham nai city mai hil mil gaye aur mai yaha khush rahne laga baat agust 2009 ki hai mai ek din apne sister ke ghar baitha hua tha tabhi waha ek ladki aai wo bahut sundar thi maine use dekha usne mujhe dekha aur usne mujhe dekha kar smile di aur meri sister se puchchha ye kaun hai wo ladki meri sister ki friend ki daughte thi jo meri sister unke ghar se thodi door rahti thi meri sister ne use bataya ki ye mere bhai hai.....................wah ladki thodi der baad waha se chali gai phir mai agle dil bhi sister ke waha gaya yaha mai aapko batana chahunga ki hamari sister is city mai hamare thode door hi rahti hai...............................wah ladki agle din fir sister ke ghar aai us din meri sister waha nahi thi mai mere sister ke bachche hi the wah ladki meri sister ki daughte yani ki meri bhanji ki friend thi us ladki ne aakar meri taraf fir se smile di maine bhi smile di mere dil mai ab tak kuchh bhi feel nahi hua tha mai uske bare mai kuchh bhi feel nahi kar raha tha kyonki wo meri sister ki friend ki ladki thi aur baise bhi meri bhanji ki friend thi but usne meri bhanji se kaha ki aapke mama ji bahut achchhe hai wo mujhe bahut pasand hai..................................meri bhanji ne aakar mujhse ye sab kaha maine kuchh nahi kaha us ladki ne meri bhanji ki bato par kaha ki han ye handsome hai tu meri baato ko repeat kyon kar rahi hai unhone meri baate sun li hai ok mujhse uske baare mai ye kaha to wo meri taraf smile kar ke apne ghar chali gai.....................................
isi tarah kafi din gujar gaye meri bhanji bhanje aur wo ladki ek hi class mai padte the..........meri bhanji bhanje rojana mujhse kahte ki mama ji SHIVANI hamesha class ki ladkiyo se aapki hi baate karti rahti hai maine kaha kuchh nahi baise hi karti rahti hogi ek din mai raste mai use mila to wo khud mujhse boli aap bahut achchhe ho mujhe aap bahut pasand ho maine uski aankho mai dekha to mujhe wo bahut achchhi lagi maine khud ko uske pyaar mai daal liya ab mai use dekhe bina pareshan rahne lagta mai SHIVANI ko bahut pyar karne laga mujhe pata tha ki wo bhi shayad pyaar karti hai tabhi to wo mujhse aise baate karti hai mujhe lagne laga ki wo mujhe bahut pyaar karti hai ye silsila yun hi chalta raha aur kafi din gujar gaye.
Aapko batana chahunga ki mai uske pyaar mai itna doob gaya ki mai hamesha use hi yaad karta mai paglo ki tarah use dekhne ke liye bechain rahta mai bebajah hi sister ke ghar par rahne laga kyonki wo rojana waha aati rahti thi aur unke ghar ke samne se hi school aa jaya karti thi mai use dekhta aur wo bhi mujhe dekh kar meri taraf haath hilaati mujhe bahut achchha lagta mujhe wah shahar , colony wo mausam, sham subah wo dophar ka time jab wo school se bapish aati thi behd pasand aane lage mujhe god ki ye duniya jannat se bhi pyaari lagne lagi mai hamesha god se uski khushi ki duaa karta rahta pata nahi mai use itna pyaar karne laga ki shayad kisine kisi ko bhi itna pyar nahi kiya ho,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Hamare sister ka ghar aur SHIVANI ka ghar 2-4 ghar chhod kart ha ek din sham ko mai apni sister ke ghar gaya to meri bhanje- bhanji ne mujhe upar chat par bulaya mai upar gaya to wo SHIVANI apni chat par ghoom rahi thi aur hamne ek dusre ko dekha SHIVANI ne meri taraf hath hilaya mujhe bahut achchha laga use mai hamesh dekhte rahna chahta tha ab mai har shaaam us chat par aata aur SHIVANI bhi daily apni chat par aati ham dono ghanto tak jab tak andhera nahi ho jata ek dusre ko chat se dekha karte wo chat par rojana apne baalo ko banati thi daily 6:30 par wo chaay bhi chhaat par piya karti thi aur apne study bhi rojana chat par karne lagi wo pratek 5,10 minute baad meri taraf dekhati aur 1,2 minute tak lagatar dekha karti mujhe ye bahut achchha lagne laga, mai use bahut chaahne laga uske alawa mai kisi bhi ladki ki taraf nahi dekhta mai bachpan se hi serias and romantic hu, mere bachpan se koi bhi ladki friend nahi thi isliye mai kisi ladki se baat karne mai hichkichata tha, mainekabhi kisi ke sath kuchh galat ya dhokha nahi kiya mai hamesha us se baate karne ko pareshan rahane laga mai use bolna chahta tha ki mai use sabse jyada pyaar karta hu wo mujhe apni jindgi se bhi pyaari lagne lagi maine use apni har yaad mai basa liya study karta, khana khaata, kuchh bhi karta mai use hamesh miss karta rahta mai rojana god se pray karta ki use god aap har khushi do…………………….
Dosto mai kaise pyaar mai tha kitne pyaar mai tha mai is kahani mai nahi bata sakta mai apni feelings kaise batau aap itna soch lo ki mai aise pyaar mai tha jo bahut hi junun mai tha mai SHIVANI ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakta tha log akshar jaan dene ki baat kahte hai but mai uske liye sachchi mai apni jaan de sakta tha she my real love, mai use bahut pyaar karne laga,isi tarah se mujhe uske pyaar mai 2 year gujar gaye hamara pyaar 15 agust 2009 se shuru hua tha aur 2 saal gujrne par bhi mai use apni dil ki baat nahi kah saka wo continues chat par aati aur mai bhi chat par jata mai apna important kaam chhod kar bhi har sham ko chat par use dekhne jata wo rajana meri taraf hath hilati but mujh mai itni himmat bhi nahi thi ki mai use uske by ka jabab de saku maine socha mai inse mil kar hi baat karunga…………………………
Ek din maine himmat kar ke use apne dil ki baat kahene ki thaani maine useke school jaane ka wait kiya wo aai aur maine use dekha wo meri taraf smile kar ke apne chhote brother se boli aaj tum bahut achchhe lag rahe ho maine ye suna to mera dil jor jor se dhadkane laga aur mai use kuchh bhi nahi kah saka aur wo school chali gai mujhe apne aap par gussa aane laga ki mai use kuchh to baate kar sakta tha jab mai apne friends ko SHIVANI ki baate batata to wo mujhse bolte ki wo pakka tujhse pyaar karti hai tu use bolta kyon nhi hai saath hi bolte ki tujhme himmat nahi hai tu use apne pyaar ka izhaar hi nahi kar sakta…………………
New year aane wali thi aur main naye saal ka intzar karne laga ki mai apne pyaar ka izhaar naye saal ke din hi karunga aur wo din aa gaya 1 january 2011 jo meri jindgi ko badal dene wala din aur saal tha maine subah se hi besabri se uske aane ka wait kiya but pura din nikal chukka tha but SHIVANI mujhe us pure din nahi mili na hi wo apne ghar se nikali mai bahut udaas ho gay fir sham ko shivani hamare sister ke ghar aai to waha par sabhi the isliye mai use kuchh bol nahi paya fir wo apne ghar jaane lagi to mai bhi uske saath bahar aa gaya aur mai use kuchh kahne ke liye himmat jutane laga wo meri taraf muskurai aur raste mai ruk gai maine use bade hi decplain se prapose kiya mujhe pata tha ki wo mujhe pyaar karti hai to maine direct frindsheep na karte hue use I love u bol diya……………………….
Usne mujhse kaha ki mai aapko aisa nahi samjhti thi, aap kitne galat ho mai aapko apne mama ji ki tarah se samjhti hun aapne ye bhi nahi socha ki mai tumhari bhanji ki friend hut um aisa kaise soch sakte ho tum jaisa gira hua inshan maine aaj tak nahi dekha……………..mujhe pata nahi kya ho gaya mai kuchh bhi kahne ki halat mai nahi tha mai use kya bolta maine usne mujhe mama jo bol diya tab mujhe apne friends ki baate yaad aane lagi ki ladkiyo par kabhi believe nahi karna chahiye na hi kabhi inhe sachcha pyaar karna chaahiye but mai hamesh unse isi baat par jhagdta ki kisi ko dhokha nahi dena chaahiye agar hamne sachcha pyaar kiya hai to wo bhi hame sachcha pyaar karengi aur maine SHIVANI ko sachcha pyaar kiya tha pata nahi usne aisa kyon bola usne mere dosto ki baato ko sach kar diya ki kisi bhi ladki par vishwash nahi karna chahiye inhe to use karo aur aur chhod do aise hi ladko se ye pyaar karti hai mujhe kuchh bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya yahi sach hai ki jise ham sabse jyada chahte hai jiski khushi ke liye ham din raat duaaen karte hai wo hi hame itna dukh dega jo ham soch bhi nahi sakte mai shuru se hi sabhi ladkiyo ko aadar deta aaya hu maine kisi ladki se chhedkhani nahi ki aur mere sath hi aisa kyon hua mai kya karta main rona chahta tha but mere aanshu nahi nikle mere dil pata nahi kuchh bhi sochne ki kahne ki haalat mai nahi tha bhagwan par mujhe gussa aane laga apne zameer par apne aap par un saare beete hue lamhon par mujhe gussa aane laga kya shayad mera dil tooooooooot chukka tha kya itni chhoti age mai mera dil toot gaya tha kya mera pyaar yun hi tha mai use pane ki koshish karta use samjhata but mai kuchh bhi nahi kar sakta kyonki usne mujhe mama jo bola mai toot chukka tha ………………………………………….wo city, wo shahar, wo colony, wo mausham aadi se nafarat hone lag gai mai sochne laga mai kaash bhagwan sachche logo ka, sachche pyaar karne walo ka sath deta maine pyaar ko bhagwan se manga but kyaa kare……………………………….
Mere liye wo sab time paas nahi tha maine real love kiya tha……………….us ladki SHIVANI ne apne ghar jakar bol diya mere ghar walo ne mujhe bahut danta meri sister mujhse kahne lagi tu bahut gira hua nikala apni bhanji jaisi ladki ko tune gandi nazar se dekha…………………dosto gandi nazar kya hoti hai……………tell me jabki maine to SHIVANI ke bare mai itne dino mai bhi kuchh bhi galat nahi socha than na hi koi gande vichaar mere man mai aaye maine to use pyaar kiya tha……………………….
Jise maine sabse jyada pyaar kiya jab wo mujhe nahi samajh paai, bhagwan mujhe nahi samajh paya to aur log kya samjhte dosto mai jaanta hu pyaar kya hota hai sachche pyaar ka ahshaash sabse sukhad hai agar usme dhokha ma mile to duniya mai kuchh hai to wo sachcha pyaar hai jisme dhokha na ho…………….
Aaj ke daaur mai sachcha pyaar to kya pyaar hi nahi hai koi karta bhi hai to use nasheeb nahi hota hai……………………………mai pahle SHIVANI ke pyaar mai tha mai 4,5 mahine tak ghar mai hi sad song sunta aur apne room mai pada rahta meri us time kya halat thi aap mahsus nahi kar sakte………………………………………..
Doston aap mai se aisa koi ho jise meri tarah pyaar hua ho to tell me mere jaise logon ke sath/mere sath aisa kyon hota hai……………………………
Aaj kal kyon aise ladke success hote hai jo galat hai jo meri nazar mai galat hai………………dabang style …….ladkiyo ko sareaam chhedne wale…………hamesha badtameeji se ladkiyo se baate karne walo ko hi ladkiya pasand karti hai kyon……………………..
Mujhe SHIVANI nahi chahiye friends mujhe kisi se sikayat bhi nahi hai……………wo ladke sahi hai jo galat karte hai dhokha dete hai kyonki tabhi unko pyaar milega kyonki sachchi mai ladkiyo ko sachcha pyaar achchha nahi lagta…………………….
MAI YAKEEN SE BOL SAKTA HU KI SHIVANI GALAT HAI WAH AISE LADKE SE LOVE KAREGI JO USE KABHI PYAAR NAHI KAR SAKEGA ………………….
SEX PYAAR NAHI HOTA HAI……………………..
PYAAR PYAAR HOTA HAI , JO PYAAR KO THUKRA DETE HAI UNHE KABHI PYAAR NAHI MILTA HAI
SHIVANI BAHUT SUCCES HOGI AADHUNIK PYAAR MAI / SEX MAI USNE WO MUJHSE KUCHH NAHI KAHTI MAI USSE PYAAR NAHI KARTA USNE MERE SATH AISA KYON KIYA MAINE USSE KABHI NAHI PUCHHA
AGAR KABHI WO ISE PADE TO ITNA KAHNAA HAI AAPSE SHIVANI JI AAP GALAT THE GALAT HO GALAT RAHOGE HAMNE AAPKO POOJA THA DIL MAI BITHA KE AUR AAPNE KYA KIYA THA AAP AISE NAHI HO AAP HAMARE JAISE NAHI HO SACHCHI MAI AAP HAMARE JAISE NAHI HO……………………
SOCHO AAPKE LIYE TO PYAAR KE LIYE TIME NAHI HAI NA KYONKI YE SAB BEKAAR KI BAATEN HAI……………………..HAAN YE SAHI HAI KYON TADPA JAAYE KISI KE LIYE JAB JISHM KI BHOOKH MITANI HAI TO KOI BHI MIL JAAYEGA BUT HAM UNME SE NAHI HO SACHCHI MAI AISI LADKIYA INDIRECT tarike se HARLOT HO SHIVANI AAP AUR AAP JAISI LADKIYA SABHI HARLOT HO………………..
AAP JAISI LADKIYO KE GHARWALO KO AAP PAR GARV NAHI KARNA CHAHIYE KI AAP KISI SE PYAAR NAHI KARTI HAI BALKI UNHE TO AFSOS HONA CHAHIYE KI AAP JAISI LADKIYA KISI SE PYAAR NAHI KARTI HAI…………
BECAUSE
*************PYAAR KARNE WALA VYAKI KABHI BHI ATYACHARI,UDAND, SWARTHI,ANYAYI,AUR GALAT NAHI HO SAKTA YE KHUD BHAGWAN NE KAHA HAI*************** mAHATmA Gandhi
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Mera pyar Vibha - Dono or dhokha

Mera pyar VIBHA - Dono or dhokha
Story By. RAVI RAJ UMRAO KANPUR
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Hello freind mera naam Ravi raj umrao hai or mujhe tigar  bhi kehte hai mai kanpur jile ke ghatampur paras koriya ke bhojepur gaav ke bagal me mera gaav devri hai. mujhe 14 saal ki age me vibha se pyar hua par usse kehne se darta tha par ek din maine use keh hi diya par phone par, par usne mujhe acsept nahi kiya par me ussi se pyar karta tha maine use bholne ki koshis ki par usne khud hi mujhe force kiya ki tum mujhse baat nahi karoge to main kabhi ghar par nahi aaugi to maine usse baat karna suru kiya kyoki wo meri ristedar the. Use pyar karte hue ek ladki ne mujhe prepos kia par maine use sab such bata ke mana kiya. Main hamesa vibha se uske mana karne ka karan puchta raha par usne mujhe karan nahi bataya to maine use ek din bahut force kiya or pucha to usne bataya ki main kisi or se pyar karti hu us waqt mere 12 saal ke ektarfa pyar ko bahut dhakka laga sabse bada dhokha te usne mujhe na bata kar kiya maine hamesa apni sari bate use batai par usne mujhe kuch bhi kabhi nahi bataya. Mere man me phir bhi uske liye pyar tha par usne jo gam diya tha usse main nashe ki lat me chala gaya tha subah dopah saam bas sarab hi mera nasa ban gaya tha or mere dosto ke kehne par me ek din behek gaya.wo din meri zindgi ka sabse kharab din tha. 29 july maine vibha ko milne ke liye bulaya tha ek hotal par sirf baat karne us samay me sarab jyada pita tha par mere dost ne mujhe galat salah di par main nahi behka to usne mujhe ek sex ki dawa chupke se sarab me miladi or jab vibha milne ayi to main normal tha par jab wo jane lagi to mujhe gussa aya or maine use haat se pakad liye usne h! aat chod a liya phir main get par khada ho gaya to usne mujhe pakd kar side karne ki koshis ki to mujhe achanak kya hua jabki maine uske bare me aisa kabhi nahi socha tha or nahi ab sochta hu or maine use kiss kia to usne bataya ki etna to usne bhi nahi kia or maine use palag par patak dia or khud uske upar hogaya usne mujhse bahut binti kari par maine use nahi cchoda par use in sab(sex) ka bahut knowlage tha or mujhe kuch nahi malum tha. Par main uske sath kuch kiya nahi. Main jaise hi bathroom gaya usne gate bahar se laga diya or chali gayi apne ghar. Par us din se mujhe bahut dukh hua jo maine uske sath aisa kiya. Us din se wo mujhse khafa hai or mera chehra bhi nahi dekhna chahti. Maine use bhulane ke liye marna chaha to usne mujhe apni kasam dekar marne se mana kar diya. Aaj bhi wo mujh se baat nahi karti or main sirf usiko chahta hun mere paas uski ring hai jo nisani par rakhi hai. Ab main aisa koi kadam nahi uthana chahta jisse aage or koi darar ristedari main pade. Ab wo ghar ayegi to use me kabhi nahi miluga main kisi bhi bahane se ghar se door 2_ 3 din ke liye chala jauga. Ye tha dono taraf se dhokha usne kam kiya par maine use dard or dhokha dono diya. Aaj bhi main use sorry bolta hu usne to maaf kar diya par mere man me aaj bhi apni galti ka ehsas hota hai. Dosto kabhi bhi pyar karna par apne dil se faisla lekar dusro ka nahi. Maine apna pyar khoya hai me janta hu. Aj bhi use nahi bhool paya na sayad bhool pauga............ I LOVE YOU VIBHA AGAR TUMNE PADHA HO TO.