Pyar Ya Dhoka
Story By. RAVI RAJ UMRAO
hello friends
em going to share ma real life story
ek aisi kahani jisne meri zindagi ko ek naya mod diya……
aaj main kafi dino baad pr(planetromeo, a gay networking site) pe online hua aur kisi friend ki search karne laga. Tabhi ek id mili, jo meri hi city ki thi mujhe laga is person se contact karna chahiye aur maine usko msg kiya friendship ka proposal rakhte huye. Aur 2 min mein hi uski taraf se reply aa gaya. hamari thodi chatting hui pr pr he fir maine usko yahoo id puchi aur humne kuch der wahan chat ki.is tarah dhire dhire meri almost roz chatting hone lagi Rahul(fake name) se,din guzarte gaye. Is beech humne numbers bhi exchange kar liye aur hamari phone pe bhi msg chat hone lagi aur 1-2 baar baat bhi hui.
us waqt main age mein thoda chota tha aur mujhe relationship ke baare mein jyada knowledge nahi thi aur na hi main kisi tarah ki commited relationship chahta tha. Main just fun purpose ke liya Rahul se baat kar raha tha.
Ek din Sunday ko hum phone pe msg chat kar rahe the, tabhi maine pucha ki hum kab mil rahe hain,toh usne kaha abhi aaja, main thoda excited ho gaya but mujhe laga that he is joking. But he gives me his address and said “jaldi aaja,em waiting” main bahut khush hua aur usko milne ke liya chala gaya.main uske ghar pahuncha and we had a nice time.
After that hum mahine mein 1-2 baar milne lage. But yeh sab just fun purpose ke liye ho raha tha from both sides. Main jab bhi usko milta tha who mujhe fuck karwane ko kehta tha but main har baar koi na koi excuse bata kar taal deta.kyunki mujhe yeh sab pasand nahi tha aur na hi maine kabhi karwaya tha………
Fir 1 baar kafi din ho gaye uska na koi msg aaya na koi call. Maine reason puchne ke liye msg kiya toh usne reply kiya main ab nahi milna chahta jab tak tum fuck karwane ko ready nahi ho jaate. Maine bhi msg karna chod diya. Par naa jaane kyu mujhe kuch ajeeb sa feel hone laga. Mujhe na jaane kya hone laga. main sara din uske baare mein hi sochta rehta. Mujhe samaj nahi aa rahi thi ki yeh kya ho raha tha. Mera dil baar baar Rahul se baat karne ko kar raha tha. Fir maine 1 din usko msg kiya aur kaha mujhe milna hai usne kaha fuck karwoge toh aa jao.
Na jaane kyu maine haan kardi aur us ko milne chal pada jabki main wo sab nahi chahta tha jiske liye usne dobara mujhse baat shuru ki thi. Main uske ghar pahuncha aur usne mere sath wo sab kiya jo main nahi chahta tha ki koi bhi mere sath kare par naa jaane kyu maine usko wo sab karne diya.mujhe ek ajeeb si khushi ho rahi thi uski ichcha puri hote dekh kar.
Isi tarah hum 1-2 baar mile aur na jaane kab wo fun dhire dhire pyar mein badal gaya. Mujhe us se mohabat si ho gayi par mujhe dar lag raha tha kehne mein. Main usko khona nahi chahta tha is liye usko dil ki feeling nahi batai…par jaane khuda bhi yeh chahta tha ki usko mere dil ki baat pata lage. aur 1 din aisi baat ho gayi jo maine kabhi sapne mein bhi nahi sochi thi
Main usko milne uske ghar gaya aur usne mujhe gate pe hi kiss kiya aur kaha “I Love You” . I was totally shocked and happy both. Mujhe samaj nahi aa raha tha ki yeh kya ho raha hai. Main jo kehne ko dar raha tha wo usne khud keh diya. Aur maine bhi usko “I Love You Too” kaha aur ek tight sa hug kiya. Fir uske baad hum pyar ke naashe mein doob gaye. Par is baar wo sab bahut acha lag raha tha aur us din hum ek naye rishte mein aa gaye.
Isi tarah din beet te gaye aur uski study complete ho gayi aur kisi aur city mein job lag gayi. I was too sad ki ab hum alag ho jaayenge. But usne kaha ki “ yaar meri family toh yahin hai aur main har Sunday ko ghar aaya karunga, kahi bhaag thodi raha hun….” itna keh ke wo chala gaya apni job ke liye dusri city.
Aur uske baad 1-2 weeks tak toh sab thik chalta raha but uske baad us se baat bahut kam ho gayi. Kabhi kabhi msg chat ho jaati thi but woh bhi rarely. Main udaas sa rehne laga. Jab bhi usko call karta toh kehta” em busy, thodi der mein call back karta hun” .aur fir uski wo thodi der kabhi khatam nahi hoti aur fir se mujhe hi call karke puchna padta but lagbhag har baar wohi same reply hota…..
Isi tarah din guzate gaye mujhe aisa feel hota rehta jaise meri koi bahut pyari cheez mujhse dhire dhire alag ho rahi hai . us samay main samaj paya ki bichadna kisko kehte hain. Main jab bhi koi sad song sunta , anjaane hi meri aankhon se aanshu aane lagte. Har waqt bus uski call ya msg ka wait rehta jiske liya maine itna bada compromise kiya tha .
Fir 1 din us se baat hui aur maine thoda gussa dikhaya ki woh mujhe time kyu nahi deta toh usne kaha,” main ab kya karun, tumhare liye job chod dun kya???”Mujhe bahut hurt hua aur main bahut roya. Aur 3-4 din usko call nahi ki aur socha wo khud kar lega. But jab 1 week tak call nahi aayi toh maine khud call ki but usne call receive nahi ki.
Agle din wo online tha aur main bhi,toh maine msg kiya aur chat start ki , toh usne kaha main ab yeh relation continue nahi kar sakta. Main tumhe time nahi de paa raha hun aur main nahi chahta ki meri wajah se tu bhi hurt ho isliye better hoga agar hum alag ho jaayein.
Mujh pe jaise bizali si gir gayi aur main apne main kamiyaan dhundane laga. Har waqt mujhe lagta ki naa jaane mujhse kya galti ho gayi jo usne mujhe chod diya. Main bilkul udas ho gaya tha us din ki chat se.par jaane kyu mujhe lag raha tha ki wo mujhe hurt nahi karna chahta isi liye usne mujhe chod diya hai taki main kisi aur ke sath khush reh sakoon.maine fir bhi thodi bahut koshish ki ke wo mujhse mile but saari koshishein bekaar gayi aur hum dono alag ho gaye.
Isi tarah kuch mahine guzar gaye. Aur ek din main facebook pe online tha aur new id se meri chat hui aur baaton baton mein pata chala that he is Rahul. I was so shocked aur maine sign out kar diya aur fir se wohi haseen pal yaad karne laga jo maine uske sath bitaye the.
Is incident ke 2 din baad mujhe pr pe 1 new id se msg aaya maine baat shuru ki aur fir wo hua jisne mujhe bahut bada shock diya….Yeh new id bhi thi Rahul ki, usi Rahul ki jisne mujhe pyar karna shikhaya aur beech raaste mein akela chod ke chala gaya. I was shocked ki uske pass mere liye time nahi hai but uske pass itna time hai ki wo new friend search kar sake. Us din se mera us par se bharosa utth gaya. Aur wo sab ek jhooth jaisa lagne laga. Mujhe aisa feel hona laga ki usne mujhe use kiya hai, uska wo pyar wo apnapan ek jhooth tha,ek nahut bada jhooth.. Mujhe apne aap se nafrat hone lagi hai ki kya main itna bewkoof tha jo itna nahi samaj saka ki main use ho raha hun, yeh sab pyar nahi tha, 1 bahut bada dhoka tha jo mere sath us insaan ne kiya tha jis pe maine itna barosa kiya ki apne aap ko daau pe laga diya tha………………
Story By. RAVI RAJ UMRAO
hello friends
em going to share ma real life story
ek aisi kahani jisne meri zindagi ko ek naya mod diya……
aaj main kafi dino baad pr(planetromeo, a gay networking site) pe online hua aur kisi friend ki search karne laga. Tabhi ek id mili, jo meri hi city ki thi mujhe laga is person se contact karna chahiye aur maine usko msg kiya friendship ka proposal rakhte huye. Aur 2 min mein hi uski taraf se reply aa gaya. hamari thodi chatting hui pr pr he fir maine usko yahoo id puchi aur humne kuch der wahan chat ki.is tarah dhire dhire meri almost roz chatting hone lagi Rahul(fake name) se,din guzarte gaye. Is beech humne numbers bhi exchange kar liye aur hamari phone pe bhi msg chat hone lagi aur 1-2 baar baat bhi hui.
us waqt main age mein thoda chota tha aur mujhe relationship ke baare mein jyada knowledge nahi thi aur na hi main kisi tarah ki commited relationship chahta tha. Main just fun purpose ke liya Rahul se baat kar raha tha.
Ek din Sunday ko hum phone pe msg chat kar rahe the, tabhi maine pucha ki hum kab mil rahe hain,toh usne kaha abhi aaja, main thoda excited ho gaya but mujhe laga that he is joking. But he gives me his address and said “jaldi aaja,em waiting” main bahut khush hua aur usko milne ke liya chala gaya.main uske ghar pahuncha and we had a nice time.
After that hum mahine mein 1-2 baar milne lage. But yeh sab just fun purpose ke liye ho raha tha from both sides. Main jab bhi usko milta tha who mujhe fuck karwane ko kehta tha but main har baar koi na koi excuse bata kar taal deta.kyunki mujhe yeh sab pasand nahi tha aur na hi maine kabhi karwaya tha………
Fir 1 baar kafi din ho gaye uska na koi msg aaya na koi call. Maine reason puchne ke liye msg kiya toh usne reply kiya main ab nahi milna chahta jab tak tum fuck karwane ko ready nahi ho jaate. Maine bhi msg karna chod diya. Par naa jaane kyu mujhe kuch ajeeb sa feel hone laga. Mujhe na jaane kya hone laga. main sara din uske baare mein hi sochta rehta. Mujhe samaj nahi aa rahi thi ki yeh kya ho raha tha. Mera dil baar baar Rahul se baat karne ko kar raha tha. Fir maine 1 din usko msg kiya aur kaha mujhe milna hai usne kaha fuck karwoge toh aa jao.
Na jaane kyu maine haan kardi aur us ko milne chal pada jabki main wo sab nahi chahta tha jiske liye usne dobara mujhse baat shuru ki thi. Main uske ghar pahuncha aur usne mere sath wo sab kiya jo main nahi chahta tha ki koi bhi mere sath kare par naa jaane kyu maine usko wo sab karne diya.mujhe ek ajeeb si khushi ho rahi thi uski ichcha puri hote dekh kar.
Isi tarah hum 1-2 baar mile aur na jaane kab wo fun dhire dhire pyar mein badal gaya. Mujhe us se mohabat si ho gayi par mujhe dar lag raha tha kehne mein. Main usko khona nahi chahta tha is liye usko dil ki feeling nahi batai…par jaane khuda bhi yeh chahta tha ki usko mere dil ki baat pata lage. aur 1 din aisi baat ho gayi jo maine kabhi sapne mein bhi nahi sochi thi
Main usko milne uske ghar gaya aur usne mujhe gate pe hi kiss kiya aur kaha “I Love You” . I was totally shocked and happy both. Mujhe samaj nahi aa raha tha ki yeh kya ho raha hai. Main jo kehne ko dar raha tha wo usne khud keh diya. Aur maine bhi usko “I Love You Too” kaha aur ek tight sa hug kiya. Fir uske baad hum pyar ke naashe mein doob gaye. Par is baar wo sab bahut acha lag raha tha aur us din hum ek naye rishte mein aa gaye.
Isi tarah din beet te gaye aur uski study complete ho gayi aur kisi aur city mein job lag gayi. I was too sad ki ab hum alag ho jaayenge. But usne kaha ki “ yaar meri family toh yahin hai aur main har Sunday ko ghar aaya karunga, kahi bhaag thodi raha hun….” itna keh ke wo chala gaya apni job ke liye dusri city.
Aur uske baad 1-2 weeks tak toh sab thik chalta raha but uske baad us se baat bahut kam ho gayi. Kabhi kabhi msg chat ho jaati thi but woh bhi rarely. Main udaas sa rehne laga. Jab bhi usko call karta toh kehta” em busy, thodi der mein call back karta hun” .aur fir uski wo thodi der kabhi khatam nahi hoti aur fir se mujhe hi call karke puchna padta but lagbhag har baar wohi same reply hota…..
Isi tarah din guzate gaye mujhe aisa feel hota rehta jaise meri koi bahut pyari cheez mujhse dhire dhire alag ho rahi hai . us samay main samaj paya ki bichadna kisko kehte hain. Main jab bhi koi sad song sunta , anjaane hi meri aankhon se aanshu aane lagte. Har waqt bus uski call ya msg ka wait rehta jiske liya maine itna bada compromise kiya tha .
Fir 1 din us se baat hui aur maine thoda gussa dikhaya ki woh mujhe time kyu nahi deta toh usne kaha,” main ab kya karun, tumhare liye job chod dun kya???”Mujhe bahut hurt hua aur main bahut roya. Aur 3-4 din usko call nahi ki aur socha wo khud kar lega. But jab 1 week tak call nahi aayi toh maine khud call ki but usne call receive nahi ki.
Agle din wo online tha aur main bhi,toh maine msg kiya aur chat start ki , toh usne kaha main ab yeh relation continue nahi kar sakta. Main tumhe time nahi de paa raha hun aur main nahi chahta ki meri wajah se tu bhi hurt ho isliye better hoga agar hum alag ho jaayein.
Mujh pe jaise bizali si gir gayi aur main apne main kamiyaan dhundane laga. Har waqt mujhe lagta ki naa jaane mujhse kya galti ho gayi jo usne mujhe chod diya. Main bilkul udas ho gaya tha us din ki chat se.par jaane kyu mujhe lag raha tha ki wo mujhe hurt nahi karna chahta isi liye usne mujhe chod diya hai taki main kisi aur ke sath khush reh sakoon.maine fir bhi thodi bahut koshish ki ke wo mujhse mile but saari koshishein bekaar gayi aur hum dono alag ho gaye.
Isi tarah kuch mahine guzar gaye. Aur ek din main facebook pe online tha aur new id se meri chat hui aur baaton baton mein pata chala that he is Rahul. I was so shocked aur maine sign out kar diya aur fir se wohi haseen pal yaad karne laga jo maine uske sath bitaye the.
Is incident ke 2 din baad mujhe pr pe 1 new id se msg aaya maine baat shuru ki aur fir wo hua jisne mujhe bahut bada shock diya….Yeh new id bhi thi Rahul ki, usi Rahul ki jisne mujhe pyar karna shikhaya aur beech raaste mein akela chod ke chala gaya. I was shocked ki uske pass mere liye time nahi hai but uske pass itna time hai ki wo new friend search kar sake. Us din se mera us par se bharosa utth gaya. Aur wo sab ek jhooth jaisa lagne laga. Mujhe aisa feel hona laga ki usne mujhe use kiya hai, uska wo pyar wo apnapan ek jhooth tha,ek nahut bada jhooth.. Mujhe apne aap se nafrat hone lagi hai ki kya main itna bewkoof tha jo itna nahi samaj saka ki main use ho raha hun, yeh sab pyar nahi tha, 1 bahut bada dhoka tha jo mere sath us insaan ne kiya tha jis pe maine itna barosa kiya ki apne aap ko daau pe laga diya tha………………
